gone and came back from camp .. it was so damn fun lahh .. in the morning, i told fabian kor that i would really missed him . then i hugged him and went for camp . we had kayacking in the morning and hakim was the partner "BEAR" chose for me . well, he definitely doesnt know how to choose properly . like, we capsized three times ok ?? and hakim almost gave up . then when we were pushing the kayak through the water, a dead fish went floating in front of hakim and both of us burst out laughing . ok, so it was not that bad either . then we had first-aid, which was plenty much boring except some parts . ricky piggybacked me (embarrassing moment), dylan carried pearlyn (damn funny lahh) and then xiiaoben carried MC . then we had animal call, which was loads of fun except for the fact that my phone dropped out of my pocket and had to be confiscated because xiiaoben saw it .oh well .. too badd then .. then we had outdoor cooking and yay my group was one of the nicest kaes ?? i was still gloomy because my handphone had been confiscated . then when we were going to sleep, Miss Sharifah peeked through our tent and said "go to sleep girls" then me and clairis burst out laughing . i told miss sharifah i had a boyfriend then she said "orh i know who . that guy who recently got caning right ??" then i was like "omg !! caleb ?? he's my godbrother !! not my boyfriend ! walau .. " lols . but i really missed caleb ..

then second day, we met fabian in the morning . wanted to run to him but then xiiaoben was there so i couldnt just do that . then i decided to put my things in class and then i ran to him and hugged him . i would do the same if caleb was there .. haix .. too bad he wasnt .. i missed him .. then we had to go for trekking so fabian kor waited until the bus left before he went to class (that's so sweet) .. clairis really missed sengchai and i really missed caleb although i didnt really show it because i was scared they would say i fell for caleb .. sometimes, he just seems more than a godbrother to me .. clairis and i almost went missing ahhahhs . got separated from the group . walau they walk so fast !! then when we went back to school, we had CRC . i managed to complete everything . successfully . yay .. clairis wanted to do the leap of faith but there wasnt enough time so i was like, over there laughing my ass off . had amazing race, which was also very much fun . met hidzir's friend, li hao . damn cute lahh he .. lols . not as cute as caleb though .. too bad .. then when we were gonna sleep, we still had to assemble to i sat behind ricky and i was very sleepy so i lay down on him and hugged him . hey big deal . he's my kor . and we WERE very close . bt not now . and like, the whole class made a big fuss just because i hugged him . =.=' then me and clairis were the first to doze off and last to wake up . yay ..

then on the last day, when we were going to go home, fabian kor was standing outside class and waiting for me and clairis . then benard told me "eh, your boyfriend waiting outside ." =.=' i was so fed up . for goddamnsakes ! he's my kor ! not my boyfriend !! i got back my handphone and i was so damn happy i was jumping for koy sia .. lols ..

then i asked _ _ _ _ _ to kiss me and he said ok . i was really shocked . then he asked me wait for him at ___________ and so i went there after school and then i was blushing like crazy then the teacher came out so we didnt do it . then faidzul came and find me and said kak nina wanted to talk to me then im like "she wanna talk to me then i must come izzit ??" then he asked his friend to go and find kak nina . so she came and said a lot about fidah telling lies and everything .. i was like, so damn fucking ready to cry already lahh . then _ _ _ _ _ asked what happened then nina and faidzul said "nothing. " then i went over and tell him what happen, at the same time leaning on his shoulder and he smelt so damn nice !! i told him what happened and he just listened and said nothing . i so wanted to hug him but i resisted the temptation .

then in class i was so fed up with ricky because he went around telling people that i said i wanted to sleep with him . wtf ?? then i got angry and told caleb then caleb said that he wanted to talk to ricky and he did ..

then the day after .. me, clairis, maria went and talk to fidah and then she burst out crying . wasnt that already obvious that she was guilty ?? walau . i saw kak nina and went to talk to her . i apologised to her and she said that she wanted to talk to fidah because she wanted to clear things up with us . then i got fed up with ricky because he said that he wanted to break up with mary after he spread that stupid rumour . i was so stressed out !! so when _ _ _ _ _ came to school, i went over to talk to him . then he asked me "do you want something from me ??" then he looked at my lips then i said "umm .. no .. i just wanted to tell you what happened ." then i told him a bit more . then he said "sherry." then he pointed at his lips then im like "ok." and i was thinking that i might as well get it over and done with righht ?? so i kissed him . yeahyeahyeah . crazy little me always doing crazy little things . there goes my first kiss but i was glad to have given it to him . i was like, blushing all the way sia . then during recess, mary smsed me and said that she wanted to break with ricky so he said "fine." so yeah . whatever . then when we were lining up to go back to class, karim said something about me and caleb so i walked behind, punched him three times and i was still not happy so i just kicked him . he was so scared that he moved in front sia . good for him . then when me and maria were walking to the 900 bus stop, we saw azan, pravin, haresh and another guy . so i knew that azan always took the 900 bus, so i tried to avoid him by walking home but then he still followed me until under maria's block just to ask me "you stead with caleb arhs ??" then im like "no lahh ! he's my godbrother !!" please lahh am i supposed to say "oh ya, i stead with caleb . sorry i forgot to tell you ??" gosh .. so i considered that our breakup . and somehow, i wished what azan asked me was true . if only caleb was my boyfriend .. but hey, im not his type of girl .

and recently, ive been runnning into tons of problems . maria smsed me, and said that fidah went home the day nina wanted to meet her . so i told maria to call her and threaten her or something . then i told maria to tell her to come to school else i would murder fidah although i didnt mean it . so the case blew up, and went up to MC and i swear to the heavens i didnt know that threatening was a crime . so yeah, and ricky got pulled in too because of the rumour and so did caleb .. so i told caleb that he might be in trouble and i told him to stay back so that i could explain stuff. then his friend said that caleb was getting into so much trouble because of me and i burst out crying . so yahh . then i asked maria to pass caleb a message that i didnt want him to get into trouble so im gonna stay away from him for a while and his friend said "it would be better if she stayed away from him for life " and then when maria told me that, i just burst out crying again . so ive made up my mind to stay away from caleb . sorry caleb .. iloveyousomuch<3

SHERRY SULYANNA
i cant help but cry